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ad0rable jen (1:10:52 AM): there was something between my teeth ad0rable jen (1:10:54 AM): and i couldnt get it out ad0rable jen (1:11:01 AM): but i was too lazy to go get floss or a toothpick ad0rable jen (1:11:06 AM): and there was a needle next to me ad0rable jen (1:11:10 AM): so i poked it with a needle ad0rable jen (1:11:13 AM): and now im bleeding ad0rable jen (1:11:14 AM): -_-
KRISPYSTARNUTS (1:11:17 AM): LOLOL KRISPYSTARNUTS (1:1 ad0rable jen (1:13:12 AM): that was so dumb i cant believe i did that ad0rable jen (1:13:13 AM): XD KRISPYSTARNUTS (1:13:20 AM): ahahahahahaha ME NEITHER KRISPYSTARNUTS (1:13:26 AM): AND YOU'RE THE ONE GOING TO BERKELEY XD 1:21 AM): OMGAAHHH XDDDD
xbabycinnabonx (1:17:31 AM): OMG xbabycinnabonx (1:17:31 AM): hahahahahahhahaa xbabycinnabonx (1:17:37 AM): which side did you use? ad0rable jen (1:18:02 AM): the sharp pointy side.. ad0rable jen (1:18:14 AM): LOL i shouldve used the non sharp pointy side!
xbabycinnabonx (1:18:20 AM): YEA xbabycinnabonx (1:18:21 AM): hahahahhahahaa xbabycinnabonx (1:18:23 AM): oh man xbabycinnabonx (1:18:31 AM): miss future berkeley student.
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| Random Ramblings of an Insomniac with a certian Melon. |
[July 25th|3.39am] |
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3:30 AM FACEBOOK:
3:30am J: I feel really hy right now XD
3:30am A: LOL whatchu been smoking eh?
3:30am J: im like drunk or something ive been smoking... james
HAHA coz hes smokin hot AHAHHAHA
wait dammit!
3:30am A: ...
3:30am J: i shoulda said myself!
3:30am A: wow. you're definitely high. hahahhha
3:31am J: scratch that!
3:31am A: lolol
3:31am J: im smokin myself!
3:31am A: um.. ew? hahaha
3:31am J: hm that is kinda gross huh o_o
maybe i should just smoke james LOL
Now its 3:50 AM, and what the hell am I still doing up?!?!? I had much to ramble on about to my poor little blog...but like the folder that i deleted from my computer today, it with POOF! and suddenly disappeared...weird analogy...I don't think it even makes sense....I'm probably still hy...well, back to smoking myself...
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| What a weird, long, boring blog... |
[July 15th|8.58pm] |
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As a promise to Jared, I am supposed to blog today...but I can't think of anything to write. I guess I'll just write about how I've been spending my summer.
This summer, unlike last summer, I actually have a life. A real life. Instead of sitting infront of my computer for countless hours from broad daylight, to...daylight again watching infinite dramas, animes, and movies, I actually go out with friends and live my own life instead of fantisizing about others' korean-drama lives. In fact, I made a korean drama of my own in which I fall in love with a man who already has a fiance and then he gets amnesia and I get cancer and then we both find out that we're siblings. Just kidding. But my life does feel kind of like a korean drama.
But as every summer before this, I am stuck in a continuous cycle of studies as I prepare for the doom that lies ahead of me at UC Berkeley. But classes at deanza are not as tedious as I thought they would be. (And I just started the last 3 sentences with 'But' oh noes!) Social psychology is almost an exact repeat of the general psychology class I took last summer, but the fact that this class is taught by a nigger named LaQuisha makes it kind of interesting. (Today in class we learned that the word 'nigger' in contemporary times is used as a status of coolness and affection, thus I did not use this in a derogatory way.) The fact that most class time is spent talking about black people and slavery instead of actual psychology along with the dismissals that get earlier and earlier each day, and the no exams policy makes this class a very desirable one for a lazy student like my looking for an easy A. And, who wouldn't want a black person who wants you to call her 'Quisha' for a professor?
Economics is a slightly harder class, but nevertheless the subject is interesting. At first the bald, extremely muscular veteran of the marines who is the economics professor kept emphasizing that the class was hard and anyone not prepared to give up their entire summer should drop it. But, this class is no harder than any regular class in high school. From this class, so far I've learned that sweatshops are good, rent control and minimum wage are bad, price gouging is okay, abnormally high gas prices are not evil and that the governement ruins our economy. How does that make sense? Take economics yourself to find out.
But of all things at DeAnza, the dead birds in the parking garage, squirrels that don't run away from you, and the same litter that never goes away, I saw the most interesthing thing today. People having sex. In their car. Out in the open. Oh, my virgin eyes!! I guess thats college...
And today is July 15th, the day when all the UCs are supposed to recieve our high school transcripts. But mine has yet to arrive at Berkeley, along with my AP scores...I hope I don't get kicked out. I would hate to miss possibly seeing Harish Dixit and other weird people going to Berkeley, streaking through the library before finals, and hanging out with all the hippies and druggies.
And to end this blog, a list of things to do before the summer ends:
Go to the beach. Hang out with Timmy. Double date. Blog more. Lose weight. Learn how to cook.
Peace, nigga!
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| To read when feeling scared or uncertain: |
[July 14th|10.57pm] |
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I realize that I have neglected my blog for a very long time, and the only times I come here are in times of frustration when I need someone to listen to me and not give shit in return. My blog is a very good friend, and a very kind being that has always been waiting here, to comfort me in times of need and to listen to my rambles in times of joy, and I do no justice by neglecting its existence; therefore, I blog:
"If you want a GREAT story for your life,
you HAVE TO be willing to confront the very things that you fear most...
Moments of PAIN. Moments of
CONFLICT.
DRAMA.
HEARTBREAK.
LONELINESS.
REJECTION.
Moments of HUMILIATION and failure.
And moments of DEVASTATING loss.
Moments that will require you to LET GO
of the cancerous HABITS and relationships
that have kept you on 'LIFE SUPPORT'I for SO long.
Moments where you must go BEYOND what you FEEL,
and do what you KNOW is right.
Moments that will require your utmost faith and fortitude...
And A LOT of growing up.
But instead of pursuing the great story we truly desire,
We settle for 'SAFER' ones.
Instead of traveling new lands,
and climbing higher mountains,
We choose paths that are much more familiar and predictable.
Instead of working hard for things that will actually LAST,
We seek out momentary HIGHS and temporary pleasures...
Instead of choosing what is GOOD,
we go for what is EASY.
And in doing this, we SCREW UP our story.
We fail to realize that God is a Master Craftsman
with hands FAR more skilled than Bramante or Michelangelo;
and vision that would put Caravaggio and Leonardo da Vinci to shame.
We fail to see that NOT ONLY is He creating something BEAUTIFUL through the pain,
But something MEANINGFUL."
- Brendon James
I have no idea who Brendon James is (nevermind I just looked him up, he's a drummer for a British band called Thirteen Senses), but this was one helluva good quote that I couldn't just pass. This quote describes how I feel right now almost perfectly, and in times when I'm feeling scared or uncertain, I will remember to come back here and read this quote again.
And here ends an extremely rare insight into the enigmatic mind of jencho.
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[June 1st|4.27pm] |
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I feel really depressed...
but I don't know why...
just kidding.
I do know why...
but I'll never tell anyone.
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| Damn Newton and his frikken laws! |
[April 20th|10.57pm] |
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For every action, there is an equal and opposite reaction,
that is to say, for every good, there is a bad,
and for every up, there is a down.
And last week having been a pretty good exciting week,
this week, was shitty as hell.
Until Tuesday night was good.
Then my mom yelled at me,
friends got mad at me,
I got confused,
I didn't know what to do,
I didn't want to think,
I didn't want to have my birthday party.
But I think I'm over it now.
I hope.
Let's hope this week goes well.
It would suck to have a shitty birthday.
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| Lalala |
[April 15th|1.37am] |
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I've been really happy lately.
I don't even know why.
Life has gotten much more fun now that I'm a senior.
No more staying up long nights studying.
No more endless study sessions.
No more boring, non-existant social life.
Just 4 more weeks and I'll truely be free!
Lalala...birthday coming up :D
Prom coming up :D
Graduation :D
Summer :D
College :D
YES!
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| Happy Birthday Tiffany!!! |
[April 6th|2.54am] |
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Happy 18th birthday to Tiffany, my other half!!!
Today, I finally went to go look for a prom dress!
Except I bought two because they were both so cute
and I couldn't choose one or the other.
I'll have to go return the other one later.
Band festival was alright, same old same old,
yadayada,
Tiff's birthday party was so fun!
Possibly the most fun I've had in a REALLY long time.
I met lots of cool people like James, James, and Haru,
and just for the sake of it, I'll say that I met Phillip too,
even though I actually met him like last week.
Finally, I had korean people to sing and rap with!
I looveeed Love Love Love :DDD
James is a pretty mean oppa,
but its funny when we make fun of him XD.
The other James raps really well...
Haru is so cuteee even though she didn't really talk to me..
and I'm really tired so I shall stop blogging!
We're gonna have so much fun at prom!
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| Starting afresh. |
[April 3rd|10.52pm] |
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Starting the blog afresh...
and this time, I will actually blog.
I swear!!
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